keeping blues out

2012-02-06T22:21:00.001+08:00

One problem with you, you love yourself too much that it's slowly pushing me away.

2012-02-01T17:18:00.000+08:00

Back to the slave life.

Got to work even harder to clear my debts :(

2012-01-30T12:06:00.002+08:00

Last post before i turn 21.

Time flies.

I'm legally legal in a few hours time.

Enjoyed the celebrations i had.

It's time to grow up, be an adult, and move on with life.

I'm thankful for every single thing that has happened in my life.

I'm thankful for everyone that I've met.

Without you guys, i wouldn't be who i am today.

I learnt painful lessons, but i had happy times too.

Even as much as i complain about my life constantly, #firstworldpains

I know that i love my life and the people around me.

TQ all, for shaping me to be a better person.

From Xueting. <3

2012-01-20T16:28:00.002+08:00

What i have been listening for a few weeks.

Maybe just maybe.........

oh well happy cny guys.

HUAT AH!

No work till the 30th! *rejoices*

2012-01-18T12:19:00.002+08:00

The more i look at myself from the pictures,

i get more depressed.

All the fucking fats showing here and there, my hair in a mess

my make up cui till cannot.

Y NO ONE TELL ME?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I sincerely hope the photographers will photoshop away all my ugliness.

AND ALL MY POSTS DAMN AWKWARD LA.

IDK HOW TO POST AND SMILE in front of so many guests :'(

2012-01-16T15:00:00.002+08:00

Finally, part 1 is over. I'm waiting for the photographers to process the pictures so i can post em up! There were several hiccups. The major one being tha tmy backdrop was printed 21th instead of 21st, but i can't do shit!!!!!!!!! just got to suck thumb sigh. anyway i guess it was a success? I felt so loved that night with everyone's presence and present heh heh. Now i need to start preparing for the yacht party on the 28th! Kinda regretting thou i'm so drained out from the 14th and all the preparation still. CNY means new clothes shoes and bagzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Come to MAMA

2012-01-12T15:51:00.002+08:00

Things are more or less ready for Saturday.

Of all days i fell sick today.

And of all days, everyone chose to be in an angst mood today.

They are so mean to me :(

#foreveraloneagainsttheworld

2012-01-11T12:05:00.001+08:00

finally processed tw pigtures, ^^

SATURDAY IS APPROACHING

2012-01-10T16:01:00.001+08:00

a change of hairstyle tomorrow. what should i do? hmmmmm

2012-01-09T11:33:00.002+08:00

All they can say is they will help you with this and that.

But at the end of the day, i have to settle everything myself.

But what can i say man.

They can count on me when they need help.

But when it comes to me, ALMOST(not everyone) but ALMOST all of em disappears.

Then it hit me why do i treat them so importantly?

When they don't even put in the effort?

SIGH

I tell myself i can do it.

It's just a fucking party, i can do this.

2012-01-09T08:56:00.002+08:00

星期一蓝。。

我很stress

这个礼拜六就是我的生日派对了，

但是我还有很多事情还没办好。

没人能帮我。

这一切值得吗？

：（

2012-01-06T17:15:00.003+08:00

I NEED A FUCKING WALLET.

i do not have a wallet after i lost my wallet which was a present from adam.

Thus i just thro my id/money/cards,etc into a pouch.

i have been dropping money nowadays.

20 bucks gone within a day.

I REALLY NEED A PROPER WALLET WITH COIN, CARDS compartment.

Long black ones.

But they are so expensive right?

Can't afford them this month.

:'(

Cake and decor in the process of negotiating.

So i guess i'm left with photographer and outfit!!!!!!

2011-12-30T17:02:00.003+08:00

This would prolly be the last post for 2011.

I'm spending so much time on my 21st preparation.

Really hope it'd turn out fantabulous.

To those who dont even bother replying, fuck you.

I will do everything myself, and if you can't even reply a fucking message,

then fuck off^^

OK we shouldn't end the year with sucha tigerish tone.

FUCK OFF 2011, i welcome 2012 with open arms.

2011-12-30T13:52:00.002+08:00

Dinner at my place is changed to 14th of Jan,

due to CNY period.

TAKE NOTE.

IVE GOT SOOOOOOOO MANY THINGS TO DO!

DECOR, guestbook, outfit, cake, photographer.etccccccccccccccccccccccccc

2011-12-29T12:07:00.002+08:00

HI ALL MY BELOVED FRIENDS,

IF YOU ARE READING THIS,

PLEASE DO KEEP YOUR 21ST OR 28TH FREE

BECOS ITS MY 21ST BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION

I'M IN THE MIDST OF CR8TING THE EVENT'S PAGE

PLEASE DO COME OK

IF YOU GUYS DON'T TURN UP I WILL BE SO SAD

WILL SEND INVITATIONS BY COMING MON/TUES

PLEASE DO RESPOND!

2011-12-28T16:47:00.004+08:00

I always torture myself by looking at pretty girls

But who doesn't like to look at good looking people?

OMG MY 21ST IS ARRIVING SOOON

AND IM NOT DONE WITH PREPARATION,

I HAVE YET TO EVEN SEND OUT INVITATIONS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

@# $%^&*()_+{"sdfghj<

IM RUNNING OUT OF TIME GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

2011-12-27T17:39:00.000+08:00

YOU DON'T KNOW ME,
YOU DON'T JUDGE ME.
GET IT?

2011-12-17T13:31:00.004+08:00

8 days

Hi all tv is gonna leave sg for 8 days. Will anyone miss me? I will miss every single one of you sigh. But then again its good to leave sg becos of the screwed up transportation recently. You guys enjoy your holidays alright? LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH. GOODBYE

TQ dcdr for the pouch full of lollipops and the super cute letter hehehehhe.

2011-12-14T12:10:00.004+08:00

{xmas/new year wishlist}

and so today at work i went online window shopping.

They are so many stuff i want but i dont think i will be able to get them this year.

Prolly i will save up after my 21st.

LOVE LOVE this pair of chanel earrings.

Shld get them to replace my one side chanel earring.

has always been in my wishlist. drooools

i think i needa see a doctor regarding my heels addiction.

2011-12-13T16:49:00.001+08:00

I'm kinda sad i won't be in sg to attend vaunt.

It looks fun :'(

2011-12-13T11:20:00.004+08:00

I feel like there is something wrong with me.

Nowadays i get mood swings very frequently.

And as i blog now, i'm feeling so moody.

Prolly PMS. I need to take a break from being independent,

i feel like leaning on someone for some care,concern and support now.

It's actually kinda busy at work today, and i think i should head home after work today.

It's not nice to hang out with friends with a bitch mode on.

GAHHHHHHH THE FREAKING phone won't stop ringing.

2011-12-12T15:19:00.002+08:00

And so last sat was a success, but we didnt manage to take many pictures sadly.

Hope you enjoyed yourself!

So yesterday was a boo boo gang outing!

We went to the titanic exhibition!

No pictures were taken as no photography was allowed in the exhibit.

It was so-so, i love parts whereby they rebuilt the walkways, deck, the central stairway of titanic!

Can't believe i'm heading to Taiwan this coming Saturday :(

Will anyone miss me?

2011-12-08T14:39:00.000+08:00

Getting tired.

2011-12-07T15:38:00.004+08:00

{Supposedly a punishment; on a Sunday afternoon}

i did my research very seriously k!

but that person decided to skip the punishment meal that i was gna prepare.

Choe stayed over my place, so i decided to whip some dishes up since I've already prepared them

But i made do without the chicken skewers because there's no way we can finish everything.

Hehe choe was good with the meatballs, meatball girl.

STRESSFUL WEEK HOPE EVERYTHING IS GONNA WORK OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2011-12-06T15:42:00.001+08:00

Just like a little girl, dreaming of her dream wedding.

2011-12-03T19:36:00.002+08:00

On a rainy Saturday night,

I'm heading to town.

Feeling disappointed, never knew you were someone like that, j.

2011-12-02T10:20:00.003+08:00

GOOD MORNING

I've just realized that i didn't finish uploading all my japan trip pictures from last year xmas.

AHHAHAHA fail maximum. However, i will do so before i go to Taiwan.

Oh yes i'm spending xmas overseas again :'(

So what's up for a cold friday like today?

Anybirdy wanna bring me out? (´･ω･`)

2011-12-01T13:22:00.005+08:00

{Back To December}

Looks like an awesome job.

Seems like i'm really desperate to earn money.

The amount i'm gonna spend for this month and till next year end of Jan is insane.

However i'm not well educated.

And do you guys think they accept short girls like me?

2011-11-30T15:00:00.004+08:00

2011-11-29T15:02:00.003+08:00

hi good afternoon!

So yesterday as usual went to work, had late lunch,

met chowchow, lormee and pris after work for mac dinz.

1 for 1 nuggets, it was a crazy meal.

then headed to coffee bean for some catching up session with lormee and pris.

Pay day is approaching!! can't w8

i have tons of stuff to prepare. /wrist.

My Chanel earrings where the fuck are you :'(

i used my hard earned $$ to buy you.

and i lost you.

Someone strangle me please.

2011-11-28T17:01:00.000+08:00

2011-11-25T13:43:00.006+08:00

{PMS DAY}

28th Jan 2012

5.30-11pm

Whatever!

Yacht Berth E 14

Marina @ Keppel Bay

2 Keppel Bay Vista

Singapore 098382

I SECURED MY SLOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!

We are gonna have a champagne party on board the yacht hehehehheheheheheheh. can't w8

and look! finally got my hands on fish eye lens!

2011-11-24T15:58:00.003+08:00

h8 h8 h8 h88888888 people who acts as if they know a lot of stuff/ people.

and make empty so it'll look good on them.

yeah i got a fucking big issue with that.

if you cant't do it, don't make a promise.

asshole_|_

2011-11-23T15:54:00.002+08:00

The video i did for lormee choe.
I'm making the deposit for my yacht l8r cant w8!
hopefully no one snatched my slot if not imma hunt that person down, and imma slit his/her throat. huahahahhahahhahahahahhaha*evil laughter*

2011-11-22T14:46:00.001+08:00

GOING CRAZY AT WORK

2011-11-22T12:51:00.003+08:00

And so I've been watching a few movies this week.

I've caught kaijin2, apple of my eye and most prolly catching immortals tmrw.

All awesome movie.

I am not a hardcore gambler.

I only gamble during cny.

I played poker and i lost 100 bucks recently.

Can you feel the pain?

At this point of time when i need money the most.

Needa save for 21st

Needa prepare someone's gift

Then here comes the holiday season,

lots of gatherings meaning bye bye $$

I'm so brokkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkke that i wanna suffocate.

2011-11-18T15:27:00.004+08:00

i h8 uncertainties.

please don't let me feel this way.

please don't play with me like how the others did.

please don't make me change my opinion of you.

I'm actually someone who notices the smallest details.

So, by doing something small, you can actually change the way i look/feel about you.

I need a lot of assurance.

honestly, who am i to you?

yesterday night headed to smoove's event.

and i have to admit that i have a problem.

i over rely on alcohol.

I find it a wonder how my friends can be so happy and high without consuming any alcohol.

I used to be able to do it, but not anymore.

to keep up with their craziness, i had to down a few shots and jagerbombs.

Anyway, its a Friday.

So what should i do today?

2011-11-17T14:20:00.001+08:00

KNN LA.

2011-11-17T11:20:00.003+08:00

I WANT!

the more i come to work the more money i spend.

shopped online like free :(

there goes my savings.

anyway yesterday was tower heist with d.

aftermath astons. (surprisingly their fried fish wasn't 'jerlat')

worthy or not? yes or no?

I'm starting to think are you really the person whom i thought you are?

Or are you the kind of person everyone has been warning me about?

2011-11-16T11:57:00.003+08:00

i wont ever ask you to a single thing from now on.

since all you can give are excuses.

You didn't even bother trying.

You really change my point of you.

Good job.

2011-11-16T10:27:00.003+08:00

I'm

2011-11-15T13:52:00.000+08:00

2011-11-14T16:05:00.002+08:00

WHY SO MANY PRETTY GIRLS AROUND? :(

2011-11-11T08:50:00.003+08:00

hi sweety
my name is ****, im living in germany and like to travel a lot, i plan to go visit singapore this year. when i visit a country, i try to get to know more about it and get to know new friends local people to hang in around with.
right now, i know nobody there in sg,so i think it will be nice if i get to know some new local friends like you.
so maybe you get times and interesst. and we could hang in around together having a good times enjoy the city and you show me some nice places in the city
after that maybe we can have some nice date
i know, you dont know me and i dont know you yet, but it'll be exciting right? hang out and having a good times together
what do you say

oh yea i'm so gonna meet you. just take a look at your own profile you don't even have a single photo.

and you've like 30 friends but they are mostly Singaporean girls.

What makes you think i will say yes?

I AM GOING CRAZY! i lost one side of my earrings. It was a nasty drunk Wednesday night :(

2011-11-08T23:09:00.001+08:00

& so I've heard I'm just a tool?

Nice

2011-11-08T11:03:00.002+08:00

goodbye ben. will miss ni :*

wed @ rebel with the bunniezzzzz

soul for the last time on Friday!

aftermath east coast for some chalet. my china clan heheh

korean bbq. yes food again. sigh i'm already so fat.

Something is not right.

2011-11-02T13:57:00.001+08:00

da jia hao.

i can feel the fats in body. It's just disgusting.

and my shorts when i sit down, it feels like they are bursting.

i have to starve myself. no more good food!

2011-11-01T13:43:00.001+08:00

I don't like to be tied down.

The more you try to hold me down,

the further i get away from you.

2011-11-01T08:31:00.002+08:00

saw your tweets. what liar?

why would i even lie to you?

this is not the first time i found out stuff and its with her again.

you really disappoint me too much already.

please put yourself in my shoes.

would really appreciate if you can understand why i did that.

2011-10-31T13:52:00.001+08:00

totally depicts how i feel right now....

Wish you were here

I can be tough
I can be strong
But with you, It's not like that at all

Theres a girl who gives a shit
Behind this wall
You just walk through it

And I remember all those crazy thing you said
You left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

I love the way you are
It's who I am don't have to try hard
We always say, Say like it is
And the truth is that I really miss

No, I don't wanna let go
I just wanna let you know
That I never wanna let go
Let go

2011-10-28T10:47:00.004+08:00

Guard your heart.

it happens all the time.

just when you thought you found someone right,

you will start to find out stuff to prove your thoughts wrong.

2011-10-27T13:59:00.002+08:00

My lormee is out of town for a month.

So i shall stay home and cuddle with my pillows and bolsters.

how nice.

coming this sat marks the start of my motherhood days.

parents out of town. and i gotta send my bro to school.

i h8 driving fuck.

2011-10-24T14:30:00.002+08:00

it was always about what i failed to do.

but about things i did?

was it even visible in your eyes or not?

nope, don't think so.

2011-10-24T10:45:00.001+08:00

birdnest for breakfast #likeataitai

if only i can have it every day. heheheheh

2011-10-19T10:25:00.002+08:00

#random i really like guys who smell good,

esp those who put on their fav cologne that isn't common,

more of their own smell.

its a super plus point.

2011-10-13T13:55:00.001+08:00

i need space.

2011-10-06T11:41:00.000+08:00

thank you

2011-10-04T15:06:00.003+08:00

2011-10-04T11:07:00.002+08:00

Good morning. So the past weekend was spent staying over at lormee.
card games, booze, contreau, courvesiur.
i love weekends like this, away from the crowd at clubs.
(y)

anyway should my 21st be on a yacht or sentosa villa?
headache :'(

2011-10-01T04:21:00.001+08:00

liars never die

players never die

only nice people die.

why is it so unfair?

and is it so nice to lie to me?

people come and go, that's ok.

but why do all of you make empty promises?

2011-09-30T00:42:00.002+08:00

i want one too!!!!!!!!!

2011-09-27T11:08:00.001+08:00

dream high

2011-09-26T11:20:00.002+08:00

i miss you florida.

i miss my red room with red curtain.

its so hard to even get out of house cause its so inaccesible.

2011-09-07T23:53:00.002+08:00

Hi! I'll be able away till the 13th to bkk!

Goodbye Singapore.

Please do miss me :*

2011-08-13T18:30:00.002+08:00

It's time to have a change of lifestyle.
I'm sick of the life and the people that I've met.
Goodbye

2011-07-22T20:01:00.000+08:00

tonight will be a goodnight, i hope.

give me the strength to wake up on time for work tomorrow!

3-11 at the airport again zzzzzzzzzz

2011-07-05T01:02:00.003+08:00

1박 2일 keeping me company for the night!

anyway, I worked at the skin deep volume 2 beach party at wave house last Saturday!

2 words to sum it up - AWESOME and TIRING!

i wanted to grabbed some pictures and post it over here cos it looks kinda dead

but, fb is being a bitch.

2 more bummer days and i will be busy like a bumble bee!

gna get back with my variety show!

2011-06-28T03:13:00.002+08:00

Hello all once again I miaed
I have decided I shouldn't live my life in a negative way.
It doesn't matter if no one will be there to catch me when I fall
because I will be strong. Even if I fall I will pick myself up.

I'm happy to be alone. I will no longer fight for things that aren't worthy.
Welcome a cheerful tv woohoooooooooooooooo

2011-06-10T16:49:00.003+08:00

10. most hectic day ever at mommy's office.
feeling the stress and the unhappiness of an OL.
anyway its friday and what should i do?

I don't wanna club for this weekend need a break.

2011-06-07T00:51:00.003+08:00

flight909

i shouldn't have woken up from my coma to wish my friends a happy birthday.

that tweet killed me instantly.

2011-06-06T19:10:00.004+08:00

I do not understand why, why is it that people like to make up stories about one?

Is it that fun? Defaming someone as thou they know the full story, or as if they know that person so freaking well?

I know wherever i go, whoever i mix with, i will bound to meet this type of ignorant bastards.

but i'm just too fragile right now to face these comments.

I could do well with a getaway from this place. away from these evil judgemental twats.

I have found a new space to rant my thoughts out without eyes of the uninvited.

however, i will keep this space up, because one day i will return i know for sure.

It's just me alone against everyone, I got to stay strong

2011-05-24T12:34:00.003+08:00

cute waiter can you spot him? heh^^

this was at paris international buffet to celebrate wong's bday!

i miss her, want her to be back asap!

why bother to be nice and responsible in rs that i get involved in,

when eventually all of them just throw me aside, it was all empty words and promises.

i will no longer be nice.

no more

2011-04-26T00:51:00.001+08:00

nice song go listen! it will cheer you up!

oh and my life is pretty screwed up now that tp has expelled me.
my daddy is controlling me sigh something that he has not done before :(
i feel like a prisoner sighhhhhhh
save one save me please

2011-04-12T04:02:00.003+08:00

If you want to hug someone now, reblog.

2011-04-05T01:15:00.002+08:00

sometimes when I meet people like you,

I do not dare to show my true feelings.

Because you might be just like the others.

It's not that i am fooling around with you.

I'm just protecting myself,

all i need is time and yourself to prove that you meant everything you said.

I can feel that I'm falling sick soon

I need to change my lifestyle soon

2011-03-30T01:50:00.005+08:00

it has been awhile here's some pictures

lazy to type

oon and carmen's bday

zoukie

nights we prawned away

zoukie again

my first ever flea!!

best thing that happened uss! the rollercoasters were awesome!

7 rides a day (y)

rebel

impromptu ph day whereby i drove, meaning i cldnt drink. haha

hopefully i pass all my sup if not, got to get my ass out of tp

if anyone is reading this, pls pray for me

i woke up to my senses too late, i just pray for another chance to be given to me

daddy's operation tmrw! i know its gonna be a success

alcohol takes away all my problems, makes me happy

it gives me some sort of comfort, whereby no one can give me at this moment

and this will continue till the i found the right one who appreciates me for who i really am.

2011-03-15T02:34:00.001+08:00

too much going on during the period i mia-ed.
time to settle down my thoughts and quit escaping from reality.
i will update soon. brb.

2011-02-15T02:38:00.003+08:00

hihi^^ sry for neglecting this space for so long.
i have been busy with school, birthday, cny.
and my favourite girl of all times, wonghuiping.
she got into an accident, and i'm her 24/7 nurse! haha.
oh well i will soon find some time to blog abt past events.
pictures, thoughts and all.

till then, its time for me to do some accounting tutorial :<

2011-01-29T04:23:00.002+08:00

after every failed relationship, everyone learns something new.
in my case, i learnt to be selfish and to protect myself,
to not fall for guys easily, or fall for their honeyed words and nice actions.
i have changed into someone whom i don't even know.

i no longer know myself, and i don't know if it's a good thing or a bad thing
but it cant be helped like i no longer give my heart easily to anybody.

once bitten twice shy i think tht was what i learnt.
i learnt it the hard way so i guess its gna take a long time before i let someone in again.

2011-01-28T03:41:00.004+08:00

just to clarify something, by staying at hougang doesn't mean that i'm an ahlian.
i don't know you, you don't know me,
i hate people who judge and give such crude remarks when they know nuts about me.
oh and also, the fact that i club doesn't mean that i'm an ahlian
aunties club too, does that mean that they are ahlians?

something is wrong with your eyes.
before you give anymore rude comments make the effort to know me well first k?
thank you very much

2011-01-28T01:15:00.004+08:00

i guess this would be last post before i hit 20!
its kinda sad thou but this is life, growing old is part of life.
ok i have my weekends packed with bday plans.
i just want to have fun with all my friends, i don't ask for any presents frm them
(it'd be gd to have at least a present thou) hehe
anyway, hope nth goes wrong for Saturday and Sunday!

some events that i attended during the last few weeks of being a teenager.

my mom's assistant's wedding at fort canning! its freaking nice.
i wna have a wedding like this too with the military march in and all.

signing off as a teenager

2011-01-22T01:55:00.002+08:00

123 all of you lied to me
but its ok. I will take it as a lesson learnt.
why is youtube loading so slow?

I'm getting new songs. Time to update my boring ipod.
So that the next time i drive or take bus or train, i won't be so bored.

bye everyone hope you guys will treat me better tmrw

2011-01-21T00:32:00.001+08:00

oh anyway, i need to have some fun over the weekends.
its fish's bday! and nxt sat i'll be celebrating my 20th in advance.
im going to have a nice dinner with my loved ones.
then prolly hit ph? all invited. hehehe

2011-01-21T00:24:00.004+08:00

becky's bday

i know i havent been updating but anyway there are only a few readers so hehe still ok.
i have been tied up with projects and tests.
recently got called in by my course manager and got a stern warning,
kena counseling by my dad. i woke up and im trying my best to catch up with school work.
hope and pray hard i wont fail any. cos if i fail anything, out of tp i go :(

here are some pictures, all up on fb.
i fucking fail la japan pictures process till day 2 only.
aft this week i will have more free time, then i can blog more often!

sigh 10 more days left to be teenager.
this sucks big time.
getting rly rly old.

I'm not as gullible and naive as before. get it?

2011-01-08T14:21:00.004+08:00

cos its jan again. which means my birthday is just around the corner.
this yr im gna turn big TWO zero:(
getting rly old. I have been filtering my japan pictures, but i have yet to finish.
I have like 2000plus pictures man. hahhahha.
anyway pictures frm countdwn, newyr and ladies night with iris and viola!

marche with the dragon boy.

shelliemay is my goodfriend i bought frm disneysea!

family dinner at vivo.

butter and zouk night!

2010-12-23T04:46:00.003+08:00

a lot of partying lately, thatexplains why i have yet to recover from my cold.
anyway, packed my luggage earlier on, and damn it. my luggage is too small:(
I am so sad that i have to leave sg where all my beloved friends are during xmas!
sighhhh. But its ok! cos i will celebrate newyr with them!
will u guys miss me or not???

some photos! all on fb!!!!

zouk last friday

favourite girls!

hahahaha

sat ph! pzx's big 19!

<3 <3

lots to settle before i leave for japan on friday!
prolly last proper update before holiday.
hope everyone enjoy xmas k!
love you guyssssssssss^^

yes facebook and twitter

2010-12-23T04:27:00.001+08:00

okie will do it soon so my ben ben de friend will knw abt my formspring (y)

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please make your formspring more public so that they can ask about your friends, for example the ben ben de

2010-12-22T12:11:00.001+08:00

hahahahaha how public you want? u want me to advertise it on facebook, twitter, where else?!

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hi xt baobao. dont care about ben ben de.

2010-12-20T16:37:00.001+08:00

hi baobao! hahaha why dont care abt ben ben de?

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2010-12-17T20:58:00.005+08:00

fucking flu making me so weak!
Here are so photos from my first ever zoukout. Well it was so-so. It was rly rly rly crowded. Music was not bad! So sad that we missed out afrojack's time slot, cos we were drinking outside!

i found this cool! a place whrby they provide all kind of chargers for bb, iphone, nokia, etc.
by the way, the reception sucks big time at zoukout!

pretty fireworks!

gotta bathe and head out to meet iris and fishy alrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
am gna update on the wedding soooooooon!

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2010-12-15T03:04:00.001+08:00

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2010-12-15T02:16:00.006+08:00

supposed to sleep right now.
but i just had to take a picture to remb how cui i look like now!
hahahha. look like a messy nerd who went crazy studying accounting.
yes i managed to study all 5 lectures
i hope i wont wake up feeling worst than i am feeling now.
sore throat ,slight fever, dizziness.

anyway, i woke up tdy, looking thru twitter and a quote caught my attention.
i thought it was very meaningful.
& it made me thought thru a lot.
SHIT happened this year.
Things that made my confidence level dropped like real low.
like how ppl 'grade' me,
it made me feel really inferior as compared to most girls out thr.
when i go out i will feel ugly and all.

but aft these few days, i start to think about what my friends told me
you have to learn to love urself before others will treasure/love you.
then i came across this quote -

You cannot be good enough for everybody, but you will always be the best for the one who deserves you.

i find it rly true.
so if thr's anyone feeling like how i felt bck then,
don't feel that way!
because you will find the one of deserves you and learn to appreciate you for who are.

anywayyyyyyyy! i got lots of photos to edit, rotate and all.
for zoukout and the wedding!
will post em soon!
going to bed now
goodnight all ^^

2010-12-09T04:52:00.002+08:00

heh heh ballerina driving!
no i didnt drink and drive!
i was moving the car for a friend of mine who was queuing,
and i dint know hw the car works at all.!

rest of the pictures are up on fb!
time to wake up tivonaseexueting!
needa focus on sch work.
cut dwn on all the late nights, u wont fall sick easily.

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2010-12-08T12:47:00.001+08:00

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2010-12-07T05:37:00.001+08:00

I'M FUCKING TIRED!
But fb is being a bitch, i needa upload pictures :(
this week is packed maximum.
presentation, needa find the perfect dress and, cousin's wedding
last but not least zoukout.

bye needa slp now

2010-12-03T15:31:00.002+08:00

Weather nowadays is crazy? When its hot its crazily hot.
when its cold its crazily cold and wet.
anyway i think i screwed my test just now. :'(

going to japan for Christmas is a gd idea, cos ive got no date.
but wht abt new year? sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

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2010-12-03T00:17:00.001+08:00

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2010-11-30T04:35:00.003+08:00

i miss my pu and sai alot rly alot.
i hope thursday come soon and i can spend more time with pu
and as for sai, i hope he stopped being so tired.
for once, just once say u're not tired can?

lonelygirl91 sia me.
byebye going to bed liao

2010-11-30T02:54:00.002+08:00

going backwards...

cuzzie's hse to prepare for her wedding which is on 12th!
this means no zouk out for me;( am fucking sadddd

ystd met up with xihong and co
anyway i drove and i survived all the bends on the way up to kent ridge park:>

sat, flea at haji!!

cute fish

friday, zouk with iris and fish!!

2010-11-26T01:32:00.003+08:00

hi all ^^
ystd night i went butter with iris & fish!
it was not bad heh heh.
however i sprained my ankle. damn i got to have my bandage on for a week!!!!
but im gna remove it when i go out for sure.
so tdy was all abt staying hme tving and slping?
went for facial earlier on. shiok!
so weekends are here! wht shld we do?

i miss whp and pzx :(

OH AND I WENT SCH THIS WHOLE WEEK WITHOUT SKIPPING ANY LESSONS AND I WASNT LATE ^^